And sometimes, unlike a mama lion, a human being will regret losing her temper, her patience – never mind that the cause of such anger was also her being provoked by people who could never understand, and even rubbed salt in her wounds, kicked her when she was down…still, you end up being angry at yourself because you know that you were raised to be decent, that some things would have been best discussed in private, and people with the worst intentions should have been ignored totally. Now, because the words said were said on social media, The words I write now I also put forth on social media. Because I feel it is fair and right.
I was in my wheelchair amongst friends and I didn’t see him coming. He hugged me tight and when I looked at his face, I hugged him back so tight…”I am so sorrys” and “I love yous” and “I miss yous” later, making me tear up…I thanked Father God for the happiness in my heart.
My “son,” who is the only one I managed to hurt (and I imagine, his family too…) – and he knows this: because not just my daughter but I loved him very much, and sometimes it is the ones we love that we hurt and are hurt by, is still, after all is said and done, my “son” that I love.
I know your apology was sincere. Please know that mine was, too. I think of your mama and feel very badly about how she must’ve felt, because she too, is a mother like me. I am sorry that you and my baby had to end your relationship, and I am sorry for how very publicly I made my emotions known. For what it’s worth, I was not that kind of person. Was not, am not, and hopefully never will be. I believe you know that in your heart.”
Thank you, Lord Jesus for forgiveness, restored friendships, and love. Most of all, thank you that my Kristina is fine now and happy. And thank you, dear Piolo, that I can still call you my son no matter what. God bless you, P.J.! Love you.”
(Photo source: Facebook – @Sharon Cuneta)
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